Am I not being me?

When I close my eyes, I see your eyes
I hear you for hours, I’m the silence
When you're far from me, my life dries
I need you forever, now I do realize

I asked the moving cloud, it rained
saying, "you need my touch than her"
I asked the blowing wind, it kissed
saying, "I can make you feel better"
I don't understand the outer world
when you're inside me, I surrender

beg you, please leave me never alone
I stop my breath and think of you
before I take the next, I'm stolen
I can never live the life without you

Situations question, where my life has gone?
I struggle to answer, what I really feel you for
Reasons abscond, finally only emptiness, I own
I grabble to grasp, but you're outside my door
Thunders outrage, even darkness gets a shine
I hope, soon my life finds the piece of honor

New dreams glorify the life amidst old memories
I'm leaning on bank stretching my hands for you
Let me not sink, let's swim to draw the Destinies
I cognize, not being me is 'cos of not having you!