Monday, November 17, 2014

Asymptotism

Time crawls through everyone’s mind
In crisp colors and swollen shadows
water bends along the uneven riverside
in turbulence and sometimes in silence
all I see, all I hear, is just all I think
who holds whom in a beautiful wink?
what do I breathe at my life’s brink?
who can whisper the truth before I sink?

more I hear more it gets nearer
more I see more it gets clearer
while I flow towards it to get closer
even my thoughts impel it further
I know now I can never be the other
yes, yes, even it  can’t be me either
any other thing can be nearer to everyone
everyone can never be any other thing

Wednesday, September 24, 2014

My Woman

Prettiness of your face that ever grows
for which day by day my heart melts
warmth of your breath, heat of your chest
while caressing your tender lips, felt
forgetting the world, forgetting self

blood flowing through your veins
trickles through eyes as a candid love
hand in hand sail we through life ocean
tides are high, tides are low, mattered never
strength of our love holds us together

In the blazing love of your soul
I creep on unto your gratification
Oh! My woman, oh! My woman
I’m committed to our commitment
I’m contented in your contentment

Saturday, March 15, 2014

Happiness

There persists the mind, in violence
But the wind blows here in silence
She who can feel the wind in trance
Can hear the silence, never by chance
 
River flows and flows in endlessness
Sun is a burning beauty of selflessness
She who can flow with herself in oneness
Can realize taste of highest happiness
 
While the sound is in rhythm, heart blooms
Days are few, to live there’re many rooms
In rhythm when the introverted life booms
Days are new, ‘n’ life is out of its glooms
 
You’re the heart that makes you the most adorable
Live out the moments to fullest, life is so livable
Day that gave you an existence be so memorable
You’re the soul that makes you the most cherishable

Tuesday, December 24, 2013

Completeness

Amidst all the lights and darkness
only your smile can fill my heart
Through dark routes though I took you
You bore me all the time being my muse
We shall keep carving the rosy roads
that own your smell and tenderness
along which we walk to a cozy nest
where we shall live only our dreams
Let the deep warm breath of yours
be gulped by my desirous soul
while I live the moments being you
you complete me and I complete you

Friday, December 20, 2013

Hope

unrepentantly respired all my futile life
tolerating the nauseated smell of my soul
creating memories - moment by moment
losing my own self - moment by moment
in search of truth, relinquished not yet
being nothing inside, and envy of outside
for the rotten blood, for the stinking breath
inescapably singing the song of survival
though we had lived those hot blood days
never counted the moments I shared with you    
never counted the steps I walked with you
nor your face I'll see, nor seen in your thoughts
somehow I survive decades in your nothingness
may you then be smelling the aroma of past time
may you then be walking on flowery floors
while my mind is tired of your void feelings
hope my breath stop, feeling the beauty of your life
hope my soul resurrect, under the light of your gracious face

Monday, September 30, 2013

Advaita

There is who to sing, and want me to listen
Silence or noise, the voice is heard within
Perpetually sung and heard all life alone
In rhythm or random neither being solemn
Thoughts alone can answer the question
No mind is enlightened in void of reason
Every breath connected to the life given
Mind emanated from matter’s transformation
Amidst ‘I’ emerge out of self-perception
In reality, ‘I’ am just any other illusion
Matter is all one, is mind the other one?
All is just a matter that can never be seen

Sunday, August 18, 2013

Nymph

I walked out of home
with dark soft hairs untied
coyly spilling beauty’s fame
all along the boulevard

a droplet from high tree leaf
slips onto my rosy cheek
feeling it’s chillness in brief
heart melts down the juvenile peak

Ahh! Since I own the heat of youth
can’t you feel my yearn for your lips?
a warm kiss, in your high breath
can pacify source of all my desires

let’s swim in the ocean of passion
while I gulp new desire, every wink
love me all over, losing your compassion
until all our boiling desires shrink

let our torsos touch, arms surround waist
breath is warm, I don’t wanna go back home
sweetness of the skin, until lips can taste
where all we make love, there all is our home 

Sunday, July 28, 2013

Relinquished

Blazing love bends overnight
wearing spines, flowered face
blood crushes inculpable heart
creating numb mind at brace
hand clasping hand, hairs stand
breathe smelling the heat of touch
heart beating for love, to withstand
desires with different approach
days never are dark no night bright
born aren’t all here only once?
while I seek love every moment
living for others, in life of others
tell them who shed blood for love
only love can sustain another love!

Thursday, July 04, 2013

The Narcissist

I’m neither body nor mind. I’m just a self-centered state/thought of my mind. And shan’t I love all the three until I exist?
Hyaline layer of water, all one mirror
beholding the beauty spilling out my face
eyes sip the dripping splendor as I go nearer
seeking love’s cause, in my own ways
smelling the aped lips, get I dearer to self
heart’s in desperation to kiss nascent lips
a smooch to water, I’m an aroused elf
breathing deep, heightened heart beats
move I away from water feeling entranced
see I my effigy perturbed by round ripples
soul of the image, for a moment I owned:
‘n’ felt I too got thrilled by kissing his lips
I’ll love my own body until it’s beautiful
I’ll love my own mind until it’s rational
I’ll love my own self until I’m existential

Saturday, June 29, 2013

The limerent

Here my mind smelled your bare tender skin
nose, in thoughts of your vicious touch got numb
myriad emotions born ‘n’ burn, but none win -
an immutable decision of my heart to succumb
here be you, holding my heart with an amorous hand
driving me into the dark enduring lanes of desire
let my soul grow in virility day ‘n’ night to withstand -
the hot aromatic springs while you lustily respire
here you converge into my soul, not to let love last
in the dried out blood of our convolved life
desires die out, fickle life will get another cast
arm in arm we’ll dissolve into the existential rife
nose of all can only smell ‘n’ the skin gets smelled
while lover of all can only love, ever lover get loved?