I survive

In the blue shadow of sky, I see myself
I think, I sound to have me and I move
In the dark window of my heart, I lose myself
I feel, I am alone alive and I fall

I know nothing on me, but I am sparked by you
Every blow of wind has you, before touching me
I burn my soul and squeeze my voice to hear from you
Time dies away, but you are the beautiful soul of me

I respire your memories, until my sun sets
Journey so far takes me up heavens and I shine
I walk along the bank, never wanna swim, never cross
Womb of the cloud breaks to get me wet, and I survive!

Am I back in my life?!?

I touch her for myself every my second
I feel something, I can’t understand
I shout inside my mind and try to pretend
I fuel my life with confidence and spend

why I come here and find hard to get back
style of my intelligence suffered from her smack
am I so helpless to float in her plans of whack
my sleep never wear me and I start to walk

I wish this isn’t gonna end in me this way
I turn back and listen to what my failures say
my memories made me a miraculous man of gay
my love loved me and I finally start to play

I look after the truth and engender the trust
I borrow her blessings and preserve inside my fist
I killed my mind to get an unobvious twist
I lived my life and loved it as my best