Euthanasia? I never knew, I love myself this much!

This is my life, I must love it; this is my life, I must live it

dearth of mind keeps me numb and I feel like following my own shadow
past seconds nullify my stand and I am betrayed to feel blue
I walk on busy roads; realize me as a muse in mirage
I lose my material power sooner or later and gonna be an image

In every living moment, I act to fill my life blood
cruel time will snatch my life for its survival, but
I wasn't aware of myself when born was I
I don't wanna be aware of myself when die I

Here is my life, I am loving it; here is my life, I am living it