The window

In the morning, I open the window
I see there the sun rising, quite slow
inside I feel, I'm stopped to throw
a thought on you, it's a routine flow

brisk wind pierces my skin, I'm numb
mist melts to unveil the beauty, I'm dumb
sedulous mind sounds not to succumb
at least until I find your love's crumb

you may not know how it feels when
I think nothing but you as my heaven
all the day being introvert takes me in
never outside the window, I'm unseen

It's evening, I open the other window
I see there the sun setting, quite slow
He did see the whole world in real hue
I enjoyed my day, thinking only on you

Am I not being me?

When I close my eyes, I see your eyes
I hear you for hours, I’m the silence
When you're far from me, my life dries
I need you forever, now I do realize

I asked the moving cloud, it rained
saying, "you need my touch than her"
I asked the blowing wind, it kissed
saying, "I can make you feel better"
I don't understand the outer world
when you're inside me, I surrender

beg you, please leave me never alone
I stop my breath and think of you
before I take the next, I'm stolen
I can never live the life without you

Situations question, where my life has gone?
I struggle to answer, what I really feel you for
Reasons abscond, finally only emptiness, I own
I grabble to grasp, but you're outside my door
Thunders outrage, even darkness gets a shine
I hope, soon my life finds the piece of honor

New dreams glorify the life amidst old memories
I'm leaning on bank stretching my hands for you
Let me not sink, let's swim to draw the Destinies
I cognize, not being me is 'cos of not having you!

You're my paradise

In the afternoon, I go for a stroll,
thinking far on you, for being alone
Skin burns but mind dwells into a cool
realm of your feelings, abysmally arisen

Last night lonesomeness spill glooms
all the day, somehow I find the rooms
to ameliorate, and pray for the peace
I discover the hope, which unveils
the way to paradise through your dense
affections even amidst your absence
Every single moment without you sucks
my real life, I'm down on my own lucks

Reality is the beauty of life, when you
touch my heart through your kiss to woo
To someone I belong, it's none but you
somewhere we need to reach, to be true!

A ray of love

I don't want you be right near me, in dreams I feel
I can survive just with your thought; but I wish I kill
myself, and wanna lose you forever; no! I'm still
sanguine, you stay with me, I can face the life in real

I see the world, all of your beauty, before a feeling spur,
I can't stop my mind, when the true love is at my door,
out of stone I carve your statue and clothe it with the fur,
my feelings feel it; moments without you are never there

I trust you and give up everything for you, Oh my future,
I honor you till my last breath for being my life savior
when you are with me, I don't need the world anymore
when I feel your soul, I feel my ray of love fades never

A world-weary optimist

I spy not on my but the high sky
dreams, and I die never before I try
I cry for a smile but the style why
seems to be a solitary stand by
I look back into the heart of my
aims, realize now its hard to satisfy
I fuck myself up in a stylish fly
but it drains my mind and I draff to play

I get into my time and try to trace its lane
to kill the kiss of death, but it rains in vain
I wet my hand and try to touch the pain
to heal my scars but I'm blazed again
I close my eyes to read my mind, it's insane
the song of life couldn't reach me, never I gain
I lose my legs and limp somehow to heaven
real feelings ruined me down, I myself a bane.

I try change my future to keep my grieves aside
past repeats again, I'm killed by myself inside
I start to run to raise my breath, shadow moves beside
to distract my coercive spirit and I gradually subside
I don't count the last days of my life, and I hide
all my past life behind sanguinary struggle for a sacred ride
I'm the serene soul seeking an ascetic life, I stride
the life as an omnipotent and disappear into infinite void

Time

I am the pleasure of light, when near I the sunset sight
I am the treasure of happiness, when hear I the tides midnight
But know I, you're the infinite life, and grow I under your shadow
Walk I fast, walk I slow, run I sometimes but you're a pacific flow

I didn't count you when sleep I, I didn't care you when play I
I didn't know even, you were there when someone was mine
Bliss of solitude isn't, knowing you as my past, present, and future?
Kiss of hope makes me smile and keeps me alive for the next day rapture

Take I the chance to think myself as your antiquated man
Wake I my somatic source without concealing your concern
Try I to power myself and give up before dwell I into an unconscious sky
Knew I who am I, and who you are, perhaps nothing you know, but still why. . . . ?

Live I my life as I dream, as I wish, I'm not the slave of you
Sun, air, rain have long way to go, I shall be unworldly soon
Like the prettiest pebble on seashore, I'm the beauty of mortal life
Every moment is my moment, and every life is my life!

The alter ego

It's another new day of my life when morning breeze touches my heart
What I'm today is 'cos of my yesterdays, every step of my walk teaches somewhat
Journey of million moments takes me to the serendipitous soul,
Air I breathe imbibes the unquenchable truth and I ain't your foul soul

Gazing at your faint shadow I can recognize you, when clouds veil the sun
I subsist for myself never; I wish I live for you forever, immortally even
I felt you never in my dreams nor thought of you during laze times
You sound to be another me, my intuition on understanding you reveals

As I flow like a river, feel I embodied by million mile away moon
The beauty I perceive, having you inside me isn't really my life's noon?
Think I there's an inseparable solitary bond but when dawn breaks
Lose I the self, I'm not with me, and I evanesce until dusk falls

Born wasn't I again when I realized you as my inborn emotion?
I am colored by you like fig gets golden skin in twilight motion
I feel I evolved with your breath, without the notion of you I ain't exist
Never wanna I lose you until the sublime bliss eternally ever rest

Euthanasia? I never knew, I love myself this much!

This is my life, I must love it; this is my life, I must live it

dearth of mind keeps me numb and I feel like following my own shadow
past seconds nullify my stand and I am betrayed to feel blue
I walk on busy roads; realize me as a muse in mirage
I lose my material power sooner or later and gonna be an image

In every living moment, I act to fill my life blood
cruel time will snatch my life for its survival, but
I wasn't aware of myself when born was I
I don't wanna be aware of myself when die I

Here is my life, I am loving it; here is my life, I am living it

I survive

In the blue shadow of sky, I see myself
I think, I sound to have me and I move
In the dark window of my heart, I lose myself
I feel, I am alone alive and I fall

I know nothing on me, but I am sparked by you
Every blow of wind has you, before touching me
I burn my soul and squeeze my voice to hear from you
Time dies away, but you are the beautiful soul of me

I respire your memories, until my sun sets
Journey so far takes me up heavens and I shine
I walk along the bank, never wanna swim, never cross
Womb of the cloud breaks to get me wet, and I survive!

Am I back in my life?!?

I touch her for myself every my second
I feel something, I can’t understand
I shout inside my mind and try to pretend
I fuel my life with confidence and spend

why I come here and find hard to get back
style of my intelligence suffered from her smack
am I so helpless to float in her plans of whack
my sleep never wear me and I start to walk

I wish this isn’t gonna end in me this way
I turn back and listen to what my failures say
my memories made me a miraculous man of gay
my love loved me and I finally start to play

I look after the truth and engender the trust
I borrow her blessings and preserve inside my fist
I killed my mind to get an unobvious twist
I lived my life and loved it as my best

The best of many

I was running away from my mind,
hunting for hundreds of smiles through the hard ways
I felt light getting darker and my hand
waved for you, a gem on the crown of green forests

Wind winged me up, and trees got bent,
We landed on the rainbow, I was enthralled,
It was getting hard, but your smile brought
silent thunders which lightened my mind

Beauty inside me bloomed and flowers rained
Mist vieled us all around and birds sang
And it was your name, mountains echoed
heavens land and I present you a blossom ring

I forget . . . .

Is it that trust, I put myself on for you?
Is it that world, I enter in memories of you?
I know, I always start with you and you,
never end in me, this hurts me never you!

I’ve to leave my love and slice my heart
to kiss the silence, but I struggle to start
I pray the powers to whisper the secret
but confused inside mind to get separate

I walk in the midst of your dreams and
am killed by tour touch, I don’t understand
I can’t leave your world, but time is hard
well, I start to move making my mind, broad

I try to forget and you never enter my heart
I thank you for helping myself to beat
I smile for the way I struggled to forget
I finally found myself happy inside my heart

The Last Feeling

She was rising from the edge of my diffusive stare
My eyes couldn't believe, as she was in new colour
I was finding wind fiendish and she changed the weather
I was willing to depart, still she wasn't very dear

I stopped myself, when I could hear her noisome voice
It was very tired and lost on the way to my ears
She killed the clouds and a drop on my eyebrows
Moved my mind to her incredible nights

Her memories arrowing in the wavering moment,
Under the shelter of the hollow love, got bent
Desires burnt behind her beauty, with no repent
A feeling blinked in the heart, which she never had dreamt

Time moving around her breath got rudely hurt
Over and above asking her heart, Is that Trust?
Fine!, she closed her eyes and a deciding moment burnt-
-her all true smile, and now again I smell the dawn, But....?

INSPIRED INSIDE!

On a new moon night, when I kissed my heart
My eyes' stellar sight whispered to the hearts, I dreamt
In sizzling scintillation, misty breath mizzled
On mercurial mind to give vent to my imagos imbed

In bright bundles of gleam, right sky lost its skin
A blunt glance at realm, snatched the silent queen
Fabulous feelings framed her as a Muse of veracity
My next beat lost, in her bright lights of eternity

Knowing my true colours, two winks hit her for six
Wishing by and large, a star-spangled life with her rex
I could feel her in my new meanings of love
I coloured her in smiles, which my heart knew

Her beauty minds my heart to ebullient dreams
Her affability made me, a man of mighty emotions
I, as moved out of dreams, could feel you in her face
In your emotions I lost, to get an eternal peace
You, being my emtion, inspired to love the Muse!

DARE TO ENTER ME*

I were in love with my life
I were in yore with my nymph
Nights without moon, never wear
Her lights, singing the song of care

I were in the heart of her dreams
I were in the life of her laughs
She never asked to kiss but ever kissed to ask
What does she mean to me before dusk

I feel her heart in my life's hesperus
I feel the fault in my mysterious
Move, still I fuel my will with her kill
In the nuances of feelings of love, I feel!

I never wanna take her in, in my bogey sky
I never wanna walk with her in silent cry
Here I go, where she never can think to try
Is she mine?.... and still I spy on her I!

IMAGINATIONS

Location: Tata Museum , Jamshedpur ...

In the first picture, you can see a painting. This was a gift to JRD Tata on his Birthday by a street artist. Nobody was able to understand his art. Unfortunately, only the painting was given to JRD and the artist had promised to reveal the secret shortly . However, JRD was no more when the secret was actually revealed.



Here's the secret revealed. When you place a steel rod at the circle in the first pic you saw, you will see the image of the JRD Tata as a reflection on the steel rod as seen in the second pic below. Isn't it incredible!!

When it's night and you are fed up with your routine life, come out of your world to the open, wide ground, just lay down, stare the sky and respire the cool air, observe the twinkling stars, and discover the MOON. You now, try to realize that MOON as you, yeah, yeah that moon is you only, and now you will feel INFINITE
BEAUTY, LOVE, PEACE AND JOY! What? You need me? I am the SUN, absolutely absent in ur marvellous world but present in your INFINITE BEAUTY, LOVE, PEACE AND JOY!

BEAUTY: The Inside of Me

I don't wanna come out of my dreams
I don't wanna be at sea by its gestures
I don't wanna be at the outset of its destinies

It's its heart's beauty in which I delight
It's its eyes' deny in which I scare
It's vexing me round the clock and veils

How shall I bloom over grievous glooms?
How shall I win over blossom beauties?
How shall I have it in my betters?

There's something missing which it brings all the way
There's something sizzling which it blinks in the gay
There's still something, something it has to say!

It's gonna be an exotic ecstacy in my eclats
It's gonna be an apple of my eye in broken hearts
Yeah yeah yeah it's gonna be me/mine for ever!...?

THE BLOOMING LEADER

It's blooming from wave of horizon
Quickly snatching the sight of heaven
Blessing the bliss to catch ecstatic scene
Abyss embracing zenith under its vision
Leading to eclats at sixes and seven

Thoughts dancing on millions of minds
Heeping the honesty from heart of kind
Ebullient kiss making the sound of wind

Building brains for boosting services
Landing on minds to impart peace of slice
On the bed of breeze, gazing at romance
Opening its wings in erotic ways
Marvellosus moments adding minds to hearts
Immence pleasure, rushing like autumn blasts
Never swimming in ocean of egoes
Greeting from heart even if to foes

Loving the lives beating hatred boom
Even sacrificing patron heart for realm
Actions thought on the shore of dream
Dreams sleeping in the cave of seldom
Ever ever ever for ever become an emblem
Rest of the rex will all sing an anthem