The alter ego

It's another new day of my life when morning breeze touches my heart
What I'm today is 'cos of my yesterdays, every step of my walk teaches somewhat
Journey of million moments takes me to the serendipitous soul,
Air I breathe imbibes the unquenchable truth and I ain't your foul soul

Gazing at your faint shadow I can recognize you, when clouds veil the sun
I subsist for myself never; I wish I live for you forever, immortally even
I felt you never in my dreams nor thought of you during laze times
You sound to be another me, my intuition on understanding you reveals

As I flow like a river, feel I embodied by million mile away moon
The beauty I perceive, having you inside me isn't really my life's noon?
Think I there's an inseparable solitary bond but when dawn breaks
Lose I the self, I'm not with me, and I evanesce until dusk falls

Born wasn't I again when I realized you as my inborn emotion?
I am colored by you like fig gets golden skin in twilight motion
I feel I evolved with your breath, without the notion of you I ain't exist
Never wanna I lose you until the sublime bliss eternally ever rest

Euthanasia? I never knew, I love myself this much!

This is my life, I must love it; this is my life, I must live it

dearth of mind keeps me numb and I feel like following my own shadow
past seconds nullify my stand and I am betrayed to feel blue
I walk on busy roads; realize me as a muse in mirage
I lose my material power sooner or later and gonna be an image

In every living moment, I act to fill my life blood
cruel time will snatch my life for its survival, but
I wasn't aware of myself when born was I
I don't wanna be aware of myself when die I

Here is my life, I am loving it; here is my life, I am living it

I survive

In the blue shadow of sky, I see myself
I think, I sound to have me and I move
In the dark window of my heart, I lose myself
I feel, I am alone alive and I fall

I know nothing on me, but I am sparked by you
Every blow of wind has you, before touching me
I burn my soul and squeeze my voice to hear from you
Time dies away, but you are the beautiful soul of me

I respire your memories, until my sun sets
Journey so far takes me up heavens and I shine
I walk along the bank, never wanna swim, never cross
Womb of the cloud breaks to get me wet, and I survive!

Am I back in my life?!?

I touch her for myself every my second
I feel something, I can’t understand
I shout inside my mind and try to pretend
I fuel my life with confidence and spend

why I come here and find hard to get back
style of my intelligence suffered from her smack
am I so helpless to float in her plans of whack
my sleep never wear me and I start to walk

I wish this isn’t gonna end in me this way
I turn back and listen to what my failures say
my memories made me a miraculous man of gay
my love loved me and I finally start to play

I look after the truth and engender the trust
I borrow her blessings and preserve inside my fist
I killed my mind to get an unobvious twist
I lived my life and loved it as my best

The best of many

I was running away from my mind,
hunting for hundreds of smiles through the hard ways
I felt light getting darker and my hand
waved for you, a gem on the crown of green forests

Wind winged me up, and trees got bent,
We landed on the rainbow, I was enthralled,
It was getting hard, but your smile brought
silent thunders which lightened my mind

Beauty inside me bloomed and flowers rained
Mist vieled us all around and birds sang
And it was your name, mountains echoed
heavens land and I present you a blossom ring

I forget . . . .

Is it that trust, I put myself on for you?
Is it that world, I enter in memories of you?
I know, I always start with you and you,
never end in me, this hurts me never you!

I’ve to leave my love and slice my heart
to kiss the silence, but I struggle to start
I pray the powers to whisper the secret
but confused inside mind to get separate

I walk in the midst of your dreams and
am killed by tour touch, I don’t understand
I can’t leave your world, but time is hard
well, I start to move making my mind, broad

I try to forget and you never enter my heart
I thank you for helping myself to beat
I smile for the way I struggled to forget
I finally found myself happy inside my heart

The Last Feeling

She was rising from the edge of my diffusive stare
My eyes couldn't believe, as she was in new colour
I was finding wind fiendish and she changed the weather
I was willing to depart, still she wasn't very dear

I stopped myself, when I could hear her noisome voice
It was very tired and lost on the way to my ears
She killed the clouds and a drop on my eyebrows
Moved my mind to her incredible nights

Her memories arrowing in the wavering moment,
Under the shelter of the hollow love, got bent
Desires burnt behind her beauty, with no repent
A feeling blinked in the heart, which she never had dreamt

Time moving around her breath got rudely hurt
Over and above asking her heart, Is that Trust?
Fine!, she closed her eyes and a deciding moment burnt-
-her all true smile, and now again I smell the dawn, But....?

INSPIRED INSIDE!

On a new moon night, when I kissed my heart
My eyes' stellar sight whispered to the hearts, I dreamt
In sizzling scintillation, misty breath mizzled
On mercurial mind to give vent to my imagos imbed

In bright bundles of gleam, right sky lost its skin
A blunt glance at realm, snatched the silent queen
Fabulous feelings framed her as a Muse of veracity
My next beat lost, in her bright lights of eternity

Knowing my true colours, two winks hit her for six
Wishing by and large, a star-spangled life with her rex
I could feel her in my new meanings of love
I coloured her in smiles, which my heart knew

Her beauty minds my heart to ebullient dreams
Her affability made me, a man of mighty emotions
I, as moved out of dreams, could feel you in her face
In your emotions I lost, to get an eternal peace
You, being my emtion, inspired to love the Muse!

DARE TO ENTER ME*

I were in love with my life
I were in yore with my nymph
Nights without moon, never wear
Her lights, singing the song of care

I were in the heart of her dreams
I were in the life of her laughs
She never asked to kiss but ever kissed to ask
What does she mean to me before dusk

I feel her heart in my life's hesperus
I feel the fault in my mysterious
Move, still I fuel my will with her kill
In the nuances of feelings of love, I feel!

I never wanna take her in, in my bogey sky
I never wanna walk with her in silent cry
Here I go, where she never can think to try
Is she mine?.... and still I spy on her I!

IMAGINATIONS

Location: Tata Museum , Jamshedpur ...

In the first picture, you can see a painting. This was a gift to JRD Tata on his Birthday by a street artist. Nobody was able to understand his art. Unfortunately, only the painting was given to JRD and the artist had promised to reveal the secret shortly . However, JRD was no more when the secret was actually revealed.



Here's the secret revealed. When you place a steel rod at the circle in the first pic you saw, you will see the image of the JRD Tata as a reflection on the steel rod as seen in the second pic below. Isn't it incredible!!

When it's night and you are fed up with your routine life, come out of your world to the open, wide ground, just lay down, stare the sky and respire the cool air, observe the twinkling stars, and discover the MOON. You now, try to realize that MOON as you, yeah, yeah that moon is you only, and now you will feel INFINITE
BEAUTY, LOVE, PEACE AND JOY! What? You need me? I am the SUN, absolutely absent in ur marvellous world but present in your INFINITE BEAUTY, LOVE, PEACE AND JOY!

BEAUTY: The Inside of Me

I don't wanna come out of my dreams
I don't wanna be at sea by its gestures
I don't wanna be at the outset of its destinies

It's its heart's beauty in which I delight
It's its eyes' deny in which I scare
It's vexing me round the clock and veils

How shall I bloom over grievous glooms?
How shall I win over blossom beauties?
How shall I have it in my betters?

There's something missing which it brings all the way
There's something sizzling which it blinks in the gay
There's still something, something it has to say!

It's gonna be an exotic ecstacy in my eclats
It's gonna be an apple of my eye in broken hearts
Yeah yeah yeah it's gonna be me/mine for ever!...?

THE BLOOMING LEADER

It's blooming from wave of horizon
Quickly snatching the sight of heaven
Blessing the bliss to catch ecstatic scene
Abyss embracing zenith under its vision
Leading to eclats at sixes and seven

Thoughts dancing on millions of minds
Heeping the honesty from heart of kind
Ebullient kiss making the sound of wind

Building brains for boosting services
Landing on minds to impart peace of slice
On the bed of breeze, gazing at romance
Opening its wings in erotic ways
Marvellosus moments adding minds to hearts
Immence pleasure, rushing like autumn blasts
Never swimming in ocean of egoes
Greeting from heart even if to foes

Loving the lives beating hatred boom
Even sacrificing patron heart for realm
Actions thought on the shore of dream
Dreams sleeping in the cave of seldom
Ever ever ever for ever become an emblem
Rest of the rex will all sing an anthem