Happiness

There persists the mind, in violence

But the wind blows here in silence

She who can feel the wind in trance

Can hear the silence, never by chance

 

River flows and flows in endlessness

Sun is a burning beauty of selflessness

She who can flow with herself in oneness

Can realize taste of highest happiness

 

While the sound is in rhythm, heart blooms

Days are few, to live there’re many rooms

In rhythm when the introverted life booms

Days are new, ‘n’ life is out of its glooms

 

You’re the heart that makes you the most adorable

Live out the moments to fullest, life is so livable

Day that gave you an existence be so memorable

You’re the soul that makes you the most cherishable

Completeness

Amidst all the lights and darkness
only your smile can fill my heart
Through dark routes though I took you
You bore me all the time being my muse
We shall keep carving the rosy roads
that own your smell and tenderness
along which we walk to a cozy nest
where we shall live only our dreams
Let the deep warm breath of yours
be gulped by my desirous soul
while I live the moments being you
you complete me and I complete you

Hope

unrepentantly respired all my futile life
tolerating the nauseated smell of my soul
creating memories - moment by moment
losing my own self - moment by moment
in search of truth, relinquished not yet
being nothing inside, and envy of outside
for the rotten blood, for the stinking breath
inescapably singing the song of survival
though we had lived those hot blood days
never counted the moments I shared with you    
never counted the steps I walked with you
nor your face I'll see, nor seen in your thoughts
somehow I survive decades in your nothingness
may you then be smelling the aroma of past time
may you then be walking on flowery floors
while my mind is tired of your void feelings
hope my breath stop, feeling the beauty of your life
hope my soul resurrect, under the light of your gracious face

Advaita

There is who to sing, and want me to listen
Silence or noise, the voice is heard within
Perpetually sung and heard all life alone
In rhythm or random neither being solemn
Thoughts alone can answer the question
No mind is enlightened in void of reason
Every breath connected to the life given
Mind emanated from matter’s transformation
Amidst ‘I’ emerge out of self-perception
In reality, ‘I’ am just any other illusion
Matter is all one, is mind the other one?
All is just a matter that can never be seen

Nymph

I walked out of home

with dark soft hairs untied

coyly spilling beauty’s fame

all along the boulevard

a droplet from high tree leaf

slips onto my rosy cheek

feeling it’s chillness in brief

heart melts down the juvenile peak

Ahh! Since I own the heat of youth

can’t you feel my yearn for your lips?

a warm kiss, in your high breath

can pacify source of all my desires

let’s swim in the ocean of passion

while I gulp new desire, every wink

love me all over, losing your compassion

until all our boiling desires shrink

let our torsos touch, arms surround waist

breath is warm, I don’t wanna go back home

sweetness of the skin, until lips can taste

where all we make love, there all is our home 

Relinquished

Blazing love bends overnight

wearing spines, flowered face

blood crushes inculpable heart

creating numb mind at brace

hand clasping hand, hairs stand

breathe smelling the heat of touch

heart beating for love, to withstand

desires with different approach

days never are dark no night bright

born aren’t all here only once?

while I seek love every moment

living for others, in life of others

tell them who shed blood for love

only love can sustain another love!

The Narcissist

I’m neither body nor mind. I’m just a self-centered state/thought of my mind. And shan’t I love all the three until I exist?

Hyaline layer of water, all one mirror
beholding the beauty spilling out my face
eyes sip the dripping splendor as I go nearer
seeking love’s cause, in my own ways
smelling the aped lips, get I dearer to self
heart’s in desperation to kiss nascent lips
a smooch to water, I’m an aroused elf
breathing deep, heightened heart beats
move I away from water feeling entranced
see I my effigy perturbed by round ripples
soul of the image, for a moment I owned:
‘n’ felt I too got thrilled by kissing his lips
I’ll love my own body until it’s beautiful
I’ll love my own mind until it’s rational
I’ll love my own self until I’m existential

The limerent

Here my mind smelled your bare tender skin
nose, in thoughts of your vicious touch got numb
myriad emotions born ‘n’ burn, but none win -
an immutable decision of my heart to succumb
here be you, holding my heart with an amorous hand
driving me into the dark enduring lanes of desire
let my soul grow in virility day ‘n’ night to withstand -
the hot aromatic springs while you lustily respire
here you converge into my soul, not to let love last
in the dried out blood of our convolved life
desires die out, fickle life will get another cast
arm in arm we’ll dissolve into the existential rife
nose of all can only smell ‘n’ the skin gets smelled
while lover of all can only love, ever lover get loved?

Mirrored Love

I’ve been seeing my beauty in your eyes; I’ve been realizing my existence through your thoughts; I’ve been loving myself by loving you beyond any existence. From my perspective, through a flash of thought, in no time I realize I’m so selfish and you are so selfless. I just want to thank you from the bottom of my heart for being there for me so selflessly in my very own thoughts.

Have I not been so lame ‘n’ impotent?

Blood bleeding through the nose as breath

Drowning in the cold water I get burnt

Is love all I seek as nothing else is worth?

The days left are two, for me and you

In this incessant world let’s be vagabond

Let our times be painted in golden hue

for shedding the impulsive love all around

smelling the soul, here in your arms I subside

bestowing you a sensual aroma until I subsist

nerve to nerve, cell to cell aren’t we tied?

love alone is the whole reason for us to exist

Intuition

There stands the love entire life
one side shining after the dawn
the other side before to dusk
burning in the noon, roots deepen

My immovable heart, in lonely night
beholds the love entire life
only for you – the gem of my life
here not to be proven, it’s my intuition

They say love’s reason to live
who has loved ‘n’ lived for ever?
I seek a moment full of your soul
we’ll live that moment outside time

Us

Who’s born for what, love’s never been as thought

Smelled again ‘n’ again, died ‘n’ lived: thus are we made

Born again are the feelings on sprouting soul sought

Heat lives a moment while the ash is forever laid

Clock rolls along the semblance of seamless alibi

Let’s hold the light, our love’s worth beyond two winks

Flimsy flower flourishes in an obstinate tree

Let’s smell the flower, our life’s beauty is earned by us

Love gets wet while our eyes weep being apart

Kiss the every word I say, I’ll kiss on your every kiss

Let’s live a moment, being one body one thought

That moment will be a clock, our entire life shall never miss

Gracious Gift

Of all the flowers that bloom ‘n’ blossom

Some get dear and some other get near

On a call, crave I to gild an instigating room

Wherein I’m all mine with all beauty of a flower

While veracious flower perished in a day or two

Your heart gulped my tears in the moonlight

Hug me tight; I want to feel your heart too

And, let me feel your breath day and night

Your soul sails through your mellifluous voice

Soaks into skin pores, giving me new life

And I now don’t own my own soul but yours

In your breath I revive, in your touch I thrive

Having sowed a seed of love into my dead soul

I shall shower perpetual love onto your soul

Undisturbed

No word is unsaid and no world is unvisited when I hold myself a contented my half life. My first breath was my beginning and the last breath is going to be my end, in-between is my reality. Real world has enough influence on my reality, but now I decide to be undisturbed. Love, joy, grief, peace, strife all live outside my reality. With this kind of psychic control I shall live rest of my life being more materialist. Life has given me the most and now it’s my turn to give my best to the world. I’m certain uncertainty; the world is uncertain certainty, whilst neither has the property of immortality. So I seek to be undisturbed, and live rest of my introversive life as if I'm dead!

World is world though I shan't be what I'm
Myth, reality builds it, it's another mayhem
A day's draft is worth a day, life is a swept gem
Fine feelings vanish; enough souls don't whelm-
the dooms, and lied my life behind all of them

Lone land, lone life, moving time is my false mind
Ponder I my vexed thoughts, a cipher in the wind
Nor I'll be back, nor I ever walk, it's a notional kind
Killing the ego, there I go where the life has best bind
with myself ever I live undisturbed, ever world behind

Being nothing

The far future, so far I had dreamt has never had
such hopes as high as you, the charm of you-
has veiled my heart, you never been so beloved
Night is long; as long as I think, I think of you
Floating mind dwells all over your realm, finds
sometimes a smile, sometimes a wild silence
Whenever I think of world, I feel you
Whenever I think of me, I feel you
Whenever I think of you, do you feel me?
I know myself the most, I must learn to survive,
without world, without you, without me
I hope for a new life when it's morning,
being nothing; the only way to be: be nothing

Ratiocinator

Why the world isn't mine at heart?
When it’s gonna end, when did it start?
How shall I know, what all is hidden in that?
What I think finally isn’t what I want!
Who had felt the first beat of my heart?
Who had let me here for the naked jaunt?
Why did all I do one day end up in naught?
Where the Reality there isn't my thought!

I think of life before and after my life
"There I'm unseen", is beyond my belief
Here, there, everywhere, having complete relief
Strewed soma, dead mind, an unidentifiable self

To create me, to relieve me, Nature has the power
Blood, brain, heart… what else can make me survivor?

I think like sun, I think like stone… I am the one in everyone.

A simple life

I write every line for my happiness
I live every day with total liveliness
I start the day with a blissful dreaming
I end the day giving it a real meaning

I freeze, when my deeds meet failures
I rock, when my deeds meet the success
I bother never for the needs of living
I feel my presence till I am a being

I forget the past to have myself present
I foresee never, in far future I'll be absent
I control myself ‘cos I've to be what I wanna be
I succor myself for whatsoever I can’t be

A hiking in Dharwar drizzle

Sitting beneath the coconut tree
Think I why the lifeless time doesn't set me free
Smell of the day merely drags me
To the worldly world where I never want to be
I start to walk along the street
The world lives in gloom as sun has to retreat,
Drizzly weather has surely hit
My heart, amidst I own myself, further I don't sit
Every sight conceives the beauty
Wherein I fall fully to feel the temporal ecstasy
Each corner of the salubrious city
Mesmerizes me, I feel I’m the nature’s legacy
Surround life has enliven my space
I’ll coalesce into nature leaving an annihilative trace
Knowing the source of pulchritude once
I end my jaunt; being a substance crowning the exultance
I’ll spot my presence in every existence

A selfish seeker

Whilst her heart could beat for my life
Quaint love would drench me, it's an early freak
Without her, sometimes with her, it’s been strife
To land no where but end up with creak
Although arose there her lust to relinquish
Rather in deed derived to be deprived
Smelled she even asleep, and had to languish
Stories of her life not to get her depraved
Why did I have her to seek my fortune?
Her love haunt my solitude and keep me restrained
Inside me, hasn't she grown beyond her notion?
By her love, bewildered, bothered, and blazed
Had I ever been to her for me never for her
Her self wasn't there for her, but I seek her ever

You’re back in my life!

FB: Hey Aravind, what’s that for which the whole world goes mad?
Me: Wait, I know, yeah, it’s FIFA?
FB: Ok, Good, now tell me, what’s that for which Aravind goes mad?
Me: Common dear, it’s nothing but FOOT BALL!
FB: Great! Wish you All the Best for your Conti Cup.
Me: Oh, dear you know that already!

You know, today I started a new chapter in my life. After 9 years again I started playing football. This time I’m playing for Conti Cup 2009/10. Thanks to Continental (Official Sponsor of 2010 FIFA World Cup, SA). I always aim high and it’s gonna hurt me lot, if we don’t even win the first match. I know, software engineers play quite well inside the meeting rooms but on playgrounds, let’s see.

Today, I felt like I got back one of the precious thing in my life, which I had lost. To celebrate this, remembering one of my favorite inspirational tracks: Ricky Martin’s La Copa De La Vida (the Cup of Life), I dedicate this Sonnet to you!

I dream of world, everyone holding you in their hand
It’s a different life; they’ve zeal, and know the purpose
When they start, never they look back, never they stand
Rushing against wind, sweating under sun, never to lose
Know they nothing but you, march they on and on for glory
Play they beyond their horizon, to reign their world
While crossing oceans, climbing mountains, never they worry
With no ruin of rule, their mind plays tactics unprecedented
Mysteries of world get fogged by their strategies for a survival
Sometimes motivated, sometimes demotivated, but firmly destined
every ticking moment, kicking and kicking, it's like a carnival
Here they move and move where had they never moved
Can they push you there where you get a freedom
and they hug the victory? I shall do it being out of dream!

A thought on life

I had days; no one were on my ways
Never had I wanted to win the world
Never had I wanted to win the heart
Ordinary life wasn’t a fanatical race

I eyed her for her touching smile
Never had I wanted to win for her
Never had I wanted to win her for-
a special life, not even for a while

I heard her worldly words for my life
Never she departed my unworldly world
Never she disfavored an elusive thought
Must she be my thought, or my life?

I had trusted her and still I trust for:
giving me the love knowing my need,
healing my life in an unselfish deed
Unbeaten she gave up me nor her