I survive

In the blue shadow of sky, I see myself
I think, I sound to have me and I move
In the dark window of my heart, I lose myself
I feel, I am alone alive and I fall

I know nothing on me, but I am sparked by you
Every blow of wind has you, before touching me
I burn my soul and squeeze my voice to hear from you
Time dies away, but you are the beautiful soul of me

I respire your memories, until my sun sets
Journey so far takes me up heavens and I shine
I walk along the bank, never wanna swim, never cross
Womb of the cloud breaks to get me wet, and I survive!

Am I back in my life?!?

I touch her for myself every my second
I feel something, I can’t understand
I shout inside my mind and try to pretend
I fuel my life with confidence and spend

why I come here and find hard to get back
style of my intelligence suffered from her smack
am I so helpless to float in her plans of whack
my sleep never wear me and I start to walk

I wish this isn’t gonna end in me this way
I turn back and listen to what my failures say
my memories made me a miraculous man of gay
my love loved me and I finally start to play

I look after the truth and engender the trust
I borrow her blessings and preserve inside my fist
I killed my mind to get an unobvious twist
I lived my life and loved it as my best

The best of many

I was running away from my mind,
hunting for hundreds of smiles through the hard ways
I felt light getting darker and my hand
waved for you, a gem on the crown of green forests

Wind winged me up, and trees got bent,
We landed on the rainbow, I was enthralled,
It was getting hard, but your smile brought
silent thunders which lightened my mind

Beauty inside me bloomed and flowers rained
Mist vieled us all around and birds sang
And it was your name, mountains echoed
heavens land and I present you a blossom ring

I forget . . . .

Is it that trust, I put myself on for you?
Is it that world, I enter in memories of you?
I know, I always start with you and you,
never end in me, this hurts me never you!

I’ve to leave my love and slice my heart
to kiss the silence, but I struggle to start
I pray the powers to whisper the secret
but confused inside mind to get separate

I walk in the midst of your dreams and
am killed by tour touch, I don’t understand
I can’t leave your world, but time is hard
well, I start to move making my mind, broad

I try to forget and you never enter my heart
I thank you for helping myself to beat
I smile for the way I struggled to forget
I finally found myself happy inside my heart