Time

I am the pleasure of light, when near I the sunset sight
I am the treasure of happiness, when hear I the tides midnight
But know I, you're the infinite life, and grow I under your shadow
Walk I fast, walk I slow, run I sometimes but you're a pacific flow

I didn't count you when sleep I, I didn't care you when play I
I didn't know even, you were there when someone was mine
Bliss of solitude isn't, knowing you as my past, present, and future?
Kiss of hope makes me smile and keeps me alive for the next day rapture

Take I the chance to think myself as your antiquated man
Wake I my somatic source without concealing your concern
Try I to power myself and give up before dwell I into an unconscious sky
Knew I who am I, and who you are, perhaps nothing you know, but still why. . . . ?

Live I my life as I dream, as I wish, I'm not the slave of you
Sun, air, rain have long way to go, I shall be unworldly soon
Like the prettiest pebble on seashore, I'm the beauty of mortal life
Every moment is my moment, and every life is my life!

The alter ego

It's another new day of my life when morning breeze touches my heart
What I'm today is 'cos of my yesterdays, every step of my walk teaches somewhat
Journey of million moments takes me to the serendipitous soul,
Air I breathe imbibes the unquenchable truth and I ain't your foul soul

Gazing at your faint shadow I can recognize you, when clouds veil the sun
I subsist for myself never; I wish I live for you forever, immortally even
I felt you never in my dreams nor thought of you during laze times
You sound to be another me, my intuition on understanding you reveals

As I flow like a river, feel I embodied by million mile away moon
The beauty I perceive, having you inside me isn't really my life's noon?
Think I there's an inseparable solitary bond but when dawn breaks
Lose I the self, I'm not with me, and I evanesce until dusk falls

Born wasn't I again when I realized you as my inborn emotion?
I am colored by you like fig gets golden skin in twilight motion
I feel I evolved with your breath, without the notion of you I ain't exist
Never wanna I lose you until the sublime bliss eternally ever rest

Euthanasia? I never knew, I love myself this much!

This is my life, I must love it; this is my life, I must live it

dearth of mind keeps me numb and I feel like following my own shadow
past seconds nullify my stand and I am betrayed to feel blue
I walk on busy roads; realize me as a muse in mirage
I lose my material power sooner or later and gonna be an image

In every living moment, I act to fill my life blood
cruel time will snatch my life for its survival, but
I wasn't aware of myself when born was I
I don't wanna be aware of myself when die I

Here is my life, I am loving it; here is my life, I am living it

I survive

In the blue shadow of sky, I see myself
I think, I sound to have me and I move
In the dark window of my heart, I lose myself
I feel, I am alone alive and I fall

I know nothing on me, but I am sparked by you
Every blow of wind has you, before touching me
I burn my soul and squeeze my voice to hear from you
Time dies away, but you are the beautiful soul of me

I respire your memories, until my sun sets
Journey so far takes me up heavens and I shine
I walk along the bank, never wanna swim, never cross
Womb of the cloud breaks to get me wet, and I survive!

Am I back in my life?!?

I touch her for myself every my second
I feel something, I can’t understand
I shout inside my mind and try to pretend
I fuel my life with confidence and spend

why I come here and find hard to get back
style of my intelligence suffered from her smack
am I so helpless to float in her plans of whack
my sleep never wear me and I start to walk

I wish this isn’t gonna end in me this way
I turn back and listen to what my failures say
my memories made me a miraculous man of gay
my love loved me and I finally start to play

I look after the truth and engender the trust
I borrow her blessings and preserve inside my fist
I killed my mind to get an unobvious twist
I lived my life and loved it as my best

The best of many

I was running away from my mind,
hunting for hundreds of smiles through the hard ways
I felt light getting darker and my hand
waved for you, a gem on the crown of green forests

Wind winged me up, and trees got bent,
We landed on the rainbow, I was enthralled,
It was getting hard, but your smile brought
silent thunders which lightened my mind

Beauty inside me bloomed and flowers rained
Mist vieled us all around and birds sang
And it was your name, mountains echoed
heavens land and I present you a blossom ring

I forget . . . .

Is it that trust, I put myself on for you?
Is it that world, I enter in memories of you?
I know, I always start with you and you,
never end in me, this hurts me never you!

I’ve to leave my love and slice my heart
to kiss the silence, but I struggle to start
I pray the powers to whisper the secret
but confused inside mind to get separate

I walk in the midst of your dreams and
am killed by tour touch, I don’t understand
I can’t leave your world, but time is hard
well, I start to move making my mind, broad

I try to forget and you never enter my heart
I thank you for helping myself to beat
I smile for the way I struggled to forget
I finally found myself happy inside my heart