Asymptotism

Time crawls through everyone’s mind

In crisp colors and swollen shadows

water bends along the uneven riverside

in turbulence and sometimes in silence

all I see, all I hear, is just all I think

who holds whom in a beautiful wink?

what do I breathe at my life’s brink?

who can whisper the truth before I sink?

more I hear more it gets nearer

more I see more it gets clearer

while I flow towards it to get closer

even my thoughts impel it further

I know now I can never be the other

yes, yes, even it  can’t be me either

any other thing can be nearer to everyone

everyone can never be any other thing

My Woman

Prettiness of your face that ever grows

for which day by day my heart melts

warmth of your breath, heat of your chest

while caressing your tender lips, felt

forgetting the world, forgetting self

blood flowing through your veins

trickles through eyes as a candid love

hand in hand sail we through life ocean

tides are high, tides are low, mattered never

strength of our love holds us together

In the blazing love of your soul

I creep on unto your gratification

Oh! My woman, oh! My woman

I’m committed to our commitment

I’m contented in your contentment

Happiness

There persists the mind, in violence

But the wind blows here in silence

She who can feel the wind in trance

Can hear the silence, never by chance

 

River flows and flows in endlessness

Sun is a burning beauty of selflessness

She who can flow with herself in oneness

Can realize taste of highest happiness

 

While the sound is in rhythm, heart blooms

Days are few, to live there’re many rooms

In rhythm when the introverted life booms

Days are new, ‘n’ life is out of its glooms

 

You’re the heart that makes you the most adorable

Live out the moments to fullest, life is so livable

Day that gave you an existence be so memorable

You’re the soul that makes you the most cherishable

Completeness

Amidst all the lights and darkness
only your smile can fill my heart
Through dark routes though I took you
You bore me all the time being my muse
We shall keep carving the rosy roads
that own your smell and tenderness
along which we walk to a cozy nest
where we shall live only our dreams
Let the deep warm breath of yours
be gulped by my desirous soul
while I live the moments being you
you complete me and I complete you

Hope

unrepentantly respired all my futile life
tolerating the nauseated smell of my soul
creating memories - moment by moment
losing my own self - moment by moment
in search of truth, relinquished not yet
being nothing inside, and envy of outside
for the rotten blood, for the stinking breath
inescapably singing the song of survival
though we had lived those hot blood days
never counted the moments I shared with you    
never counted the steps I walked with you
nor your face I'll see, nor seen in your thoughts
somehow I survive decades in your nothingness
may you then be smelling the aroma of past time
may you then be walking on flowery floors
while my mind is tired of your void feelings
hope my breath stop, feeling the beauty of your life
hope my soul resurrect, under the light of your gracious face

Advaita

There is who to sing, and want me to listen
Silence or noise, the voice is heard within
Perpetually sung and heard all life alone
In rhythm or random neither being solemn
Thoughts alone can answer the question
No mind is enlightened in void of reason
Every breath connected to the life given
Mind emanated from matter’s transformation
Amidst ‘I’ emerge out of self-perception
In reality, ‘I’ am just any other illusion
Matter is all one, is mind the other one?
All is just a matter that can never be seen

Nymph

I walked out of home

with dark soft hairs untied

coyly spilling beauty’s fame

all along the boulevard

a droplet from high tree leaf

slips onto my rosy cheek

feeling it’s chillness in brief

heart melts down the juvenile peak

Ahh! Since I own the heat of youth

can’t you feel my yearn for your lips?

a warm kiss, in your high breath

can pacify source of all my desires

let’s swim in the ocean of passion

while I gulp new desire, every wink

love me all over, losing your compassion

until all our boiling desires shrink

let our torsos touch, arms surround waist

breath is warm, I don’t wanna go back home

sweetness of the skin, until lips can taste

where all we make love, there all is our home 

Relinquished

Blazing love bends overnight

wearing spines, flowered face

blood crushes inculpable heart

creating numb mind at brace

hand clasping hand, hairs stand

breathe smelling the heat of touch

heart beating for love, to withstand

desires with different approach

days never are dark no night bright

born aren’t all here only once?

while I seek love every moment

living for others, in life of others

tell them who shed blood for love

only love can sustain another love!

The Narcissist

I’m neither body nor mind. I’m just a self-centered state/thought of my mind. And shan’t I love all the three until I exist?

Hyaline layer of water, all one mirror
beholding the beauty spilling out my face
eyes sip the dripping splendor as I go nearer
seeking love’s cause, in my own ways
smelling the aped lips, get I dearer to self
heart’s in desperation to kiss nascent lips
a smooch to water, I’m an aroused elf
breathing deep, heightened heart beats
move I away from water feeling entranced
see I my effigy perturbed by round ripples
soul of the image, for a moment I owned:
‘n’ felt I too got thrilled by kissing his lips
I’ll love my own body until it’s beautiful
I’ll love my own mind until it’s rational
I’ll love my own self until I’m existential

The limerent

Here my mind smelled your bare tender skin
nose, in thoughts of your vicious touch got numb
myriad emotions born ‘n’ burn, but none win -
an immutable decision of my heart to succumb
here be you, holding my heart with an amorous hand
driving me into the dark enduring lanes of desire
let my soul grow in virility day ‘n’ night to withstand -
the hot aromatic springs while you lustily respire
here you converge into my soul, not to let love last
in the dried out blood of our convolved life
desires die out, fickle life will get another cast
arm in arm we’ll dissolve into the existential rife
nose of all can only smell ‘n’ the skin gets smelled
while lover of all can only love, ever lover get loved?